I'm hoping that my life is not just for me but it's for everyone cause I wanted to give a benefit as a human to another human. I still need to improve myself. I have to be in a positive line and not negative. I am who I am. I want to understand people as people understand me cause I will feel bad if I'm not. I wanted them to be happy if I'm around. I wanted them to thank me for making them happy and not blaming me! I am frust with what I've done before cause I'm in negative mood.

Ya Allah, please give me a strength for me to face my life. please also give me a calmness to overdue it. I just wanted to be special for everyone. I am hoping for this to come true :')