so, Assalammualaikum!

actually, I got no mood today just because I don't drink enough chocolate milk this morning. this is serious. the milk freeze so fast so that I can't drink enough milk and I sulking. haha

no lahh, actually, a little bit of tension are couquering my life and I a little bit sick of it. it between me and myself. not inquiring anyone. trust me, this is true.

okay, yesterday morning, I had gone to reka cipta class and I found out that one of my friend are crying. I ask her why and she still in silent. and I ask her why again and she start crying again until I force her to tell me the truth. actually, as I expected, its between she and her boyfriend. its a little bit complicated. actually, all the relationship that exist in this world are complicated. even my parent's relationship are complicated. I mean, its really normal. I think, no one can handle this facts perfectly, right?

dear friends, I will be there with you whenever you need me. I will be an open-minded person and I will think positive. I also can give some advices for you to still be strong and brave to facing your complicated life. life is not perfect. that's why the complicated inquires. I am not good in couples but I will show you how even I not so matured in this cases. Khalisah sometimes tell me about his boyfriend and I sometimes, give her some advice and exchange our advices. its really really really satisfaction. I am proud to be myself and I am proud to have friends such them. I am not gonna regret with my life cause I know that perfect is not a big deal. 

in life, it can be easy sometime and can be so damn hard sometime and no matter what, you have to face it. I admit that sometime I tweet that I'm not strong enough to face my life but after a while, I realize that no matter where I go, when I awake, I have to face it. and sometimes, my day was fully covered by a big problem and making me feel like crazy but what I've done is, I cry and when my friend ask me why, I will tell them. yes, sometimes I don't but after a few days behind, I tell my friends and my friends understand me and they accept it. Alhamdulillah. but, in my life,even it hard to be perfect, and you try to achieve it, its all remind me that Allah is making me perfect. I'm not going to say that I'm perfect but, its perfect on the other side. I had my families, I had my friends, even the loved one. I knew it. that's perfect for me. so, if you had this perfect, why don't you share your problem with them? I know sometimes people can't accept it but for me, just think positive and don't ever scared to tell them. its what you have feel before and they have to feel it too! right? just tell them the truth and you will be easy and happy. trust me, this is what I've done and it making me more more more perfect.

haha, I'm not the one who are perfect like Rasulullah and I'm not blaming Allah about it. I'm perfect but, on the other side. Alahmdulillah cause Allah give me that perfect than the other one. I am making a liitle bit of confession here and I hope it can help your life. InsyaAllah.


                                                  so, Assalammualaikum and keep positive :)