Alhamdulillah, today I have a time to express and confess it. seriously, I got nothing to do when I suddenly remember all of my past moment. with both of my late grandfather, my late uncle and a little thing which is my old friends.

seriously, I don't have a best friend when I in primary school. I don't know why but I think it because my manner. I am cute but I really don't speak the truth. I rather lie to my friends. this is true. I am not so good and not so know what is friend and Alhamdulillah, Allah had open my heart when I in high school. I know what is mean by friend and what's good to have a friend. haha. laugh at me cause I don't have any old best friends. I rather lie to them cause I think I'm cool but I'm not. haha.

then, I remember about both of my late grandfather and late uncle. yess, it not so happy when they are not around. I mean, my tokbah (mom's side) is really really really care person. he is the one that I closed to and I am so sad when he gone. I knew that Allah is missing him. haha. ahh, nak buat macam mana. orang dah ditakdirkan pergi buat selama- lamanya, tak boleh nak ubah takdir. but, I really really really miss him. I still remember one day that I back from somewhere and I had a little fight with my angah and I cry while I kick and punch her face and suddenly, tokbah came and bring a thick wood with his left hand and said " karang tokbah pukul karang dengan kayu api ni. nak? kalau tak nak baik senyap then berbaik" I am so afraid of his face and after that I stop crying and face my sister and said "sorry, adik tak buat lagi tapi... *jelir lidah*" haha. it a nice memories ever. then, I remember that my tokbah is not so picky. he likes singgang and kicap very much. he is handsome and he looks like a chinese young boy when he is a youngster. this is serious. haha..
then, my atuk (abah's side). he one of the policeman. he had overcome many cases and Alhamdulillah, he still alive till I was 10 years old. he one of the cool person. he doesn't like arguing or something. he cool and he eat whatever he want. I don't really know what he likes cause I not that closed to him but I am. haha. I still remember the day when I ask him about his police friends and his work. that time, he had lost a little bit of memories and his mind not so in a good mood. but Alhamdulillah, that time when I ask, he tell me every detail things and it makes me proud to have atuk. yaa! and he said that he is very happy to be in police. haha. he always show his police uniform. and I can see the "pangkat" up on his pocket. he is an active person before. he had live with a spritual of National. haha. he one of my hero :)))
the last one, my uncle. I called him ayahde. he is on my mum's side. one of my mum's younger brother. he is a person with a hardworking blood. he likes to help people like clean the people's compound. I mean, he has his work but he leave or his are fired. I don't know. but, he survive with his work and my tokmi's money. I remember when he comes to my house and I ask for him to treat me a RM5 maxis prepaid. he give me about 4 ringgit and 10 cent and he ask me to help him searching another 90 cent on my refrigerator. Alhamdulillah, after done, he said "adik ingat, duit ni ayahde beri untuk beli topup je tau! jangan beli benda lain!" and I said "terimaksih ayahde. okay" :)

I don't know why but I feel like I miss all the thing that happen in my life. even it past, I still remember it all and miss it all. I am move on but it doesn't matter when I miss it all.

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