have a cup of tea infront of a sun that is ready to be set.
i stuffed my earphone and listen to the calm song
-- kenny g
cause my mom and I really love the melody.


when the sunset start, I start to think.
if there is no sun,
it is mean that the world is in the dark.
if there is no me,
what it's mean to you?

and my mind start to sketch
a life--




now it feels deep in my heart that it only
not just a word
cause it really mean to me.

wonder how my life will turn
to be fun or otherwise.

wonder how my life will be
when my man is here standing
always by my side until
jannah.

wonder how my life will be in future
with my parents or without them
and i sure that it will be a tear memories.


wonder everything in advance
i think it should be fine to just have a cup of tea
while thinking
" who am I towards this life? "

even it is not for me,
it is for the world.
who am I towards my families?
my friends?
my viewers?
my teachers?
my ex?
my classmates?
my crush?
and everyone.



cause, all question mark
that always play in my mind will turn
to be an answer when it
mean to be.