aku.


siapa aku?
diri sendiri pun kadang malu dengan diri sendiri kalau bercakap tentang cinta.
aku mungkin tak tahu banyak tentang cinta.
tapi aku boleh kata yg sebenarnya biar pun perasaan aku selalu berubah,
semenjak aku masuk belajar ni,

aku kenal dengan sorang lelaki ni.
nak jadikan cerita, dulu aku ni kutuk dia dalam hati sebab rambut dia panjang.
aku tak suka laki rambut panjang terutamanya lepastu pakai cekak.
hello, please.
but then, waktu minggu orientasi rupanya, dia satu group dgn aku.
nama tak dimention sebab isu sensitif.
setiap group ada lebih kurang 8-10 ahli.
group aku tiga laki, 5 perempuan.
2 lelaki lain tu berupa. tak termasuk yg aku nak cakap ni lah.

then ada perlantikan penolong ketua kumpulan. he choose me sebabnya mungkin dia nampak aku banyak cakap since aku yg mulakan dulu 'perkenalan diri'.
he choose me utk jadi penolong ketua  kumpulan but then I passed it to my friend. no need name here. no need to mention anyone here.

then, muka dia macam 'okay, takpelah'.
and then we managed to group sampai habis orentasi.



then I thought I don't need to see him aain in class.
but then, he is my classmate. yup, he is.
"bosannya asyik muka dia"- that was my thought at first.
dah lah waktu orentasi haritu jumpa then dalam kelas pun jumpa lagi?
                       but then, it's not so awkward lah since we've known each other. alhamdulillah.
the more he talk and he smile, I realize something.
he is actually a sweet guy. he got a baby face sometimes and I can say that day by day I can see that he is good.

yelaa, dia bersemangat okay nak belajar especially in kitchen.
first kitchen western, chef asked
"siapa volunteer nak jadi class rep? I will give you extra mark"
*he raised his hand*
"saya volunteer nak jadi class rep, chef!'- he said.

soI can say that he is actually a good person.
then he managed to guide us, buat apa yg chef minta and so on.
alhamdulillah, he managed to take the responsibility to do all the chaos.



to be continued.